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Jan
10
19:15
Posted by Dark, and filed under Thinkin'


Singing for a new beginning

Nov
5
1:28
Posted by Dark, and filed under Bloggin'


All we want is a headrush. All we want is to get out of our skin for a while. We have nothing to lose because we don’t have anything (anything we want anyway). We used to hate people, now we just make fun of them – it’s more effective that way. We don’t live, we just scratch on day to day with nothing but matchbooks and sarcasm in our pockets. And all we are waiting for is for something worth waiting for.

Let’s admit America gets the celebrities we deserve. Let’s stop saying “don’t quote me”, because if no-one quotes you, you probably haven’t said a thing worth saying. We need something to kill the pain of all that nothing inside. We all just want to die a little bit.

We fear that pop-culture is the only culture we’re ever going to have. We want to stop reading magazines, stop watching TV, stop caring about Hollywood, but we’re addicted to the things we hate.

We don’t run Washington and no-one really does. Ask not what you can do for your country, ask what your country did to you. The only reason you’re still alive is because someone has decided to let you live. We owe so much money we’re not broke, we’re broken. We’re so poor we can’t even pay attention.

So what do you want? You want to be famous and rich and happy, but you’re terrified you have nothing to offer this world, nothing to say and no way to say it – but you can say it in three languages. You are more than the sum of what you consume. Desire is not an occupation. You are alternately thrilled and desperate, skyhigh and fucked.

Let’s stop praying for someone to save us and start saving ourselves. Let’s stop this and start over. Let’s go out, let’s keep going. This is your life, this is your fucking life.

We need something to kill the pain of all that nothing inside. Quit whining you haven’t done anything wrong because frankly, you haven’t done much of anything.

Someone’s writing down your mistakes. Someone’s documenting your downfall.

Dogma by KMFDM

Nov
2
2:55
Posted by Dark, and filed under Thinkin'


I must take a glimpse into the future
whatever it does to me

Oct
30
20:58
Posted by Dark, and filed under Bloggin'

Exile whatever it takes – I don’t learn from my mistakes. I’ve got a naughty habit to break. Never say never cause I’d do it again. I’ll never say never again.

Never Say Never by KMFDM

Oct
9
0:04
Posted by Dark, and filed under Bloggin'

Day Too Soon by Sia

Oct
7
14:10
Posted by Dark, and filed under Bloggin'

; john by iamamiwhoami

Oct
5
7:43
Posted by Dark, and filed under Thinkin'

It starts in an innocent way. They don’t mean no harm, they just wanna be friends. But people aren’t always meant to mate – no right or wrong there, it just matches or it doesn’t, and the one who tries to love everyone actually loves no-one for real. So fate decides that there’s no compatibility between you. Fine by you, natural to you, but not so much for them. They can’t take it, they get mad at it, they curse you for not loving them. So they decide to hate you, diss you, make your life miserable. They follow you wherever you go just to collect material for their hate, anything you do gets distorted into something that justifies their behavior. They hate you, hate you but can’t live without you. They diss you, diss you but their world revolves around you. Stalker stench. Someone’s watching you.

Rafael Andreotti
03.05.2010

Oct
5
1:03
Posted by Dark, and filed under Bloggin'

Haha…
First love.

15.01.2004

Oct
4
16:59
Posted by Dark, and filed under Bloggin'

Férias, Chaves, Mortal Kombat e alguns trocados pra comer besteiras enquanto aproveito minhas férias, assisto Chaves e jogo Mortal Kombat. Good stuff.

Oct
4
13:25
Posted by Dark, and filed under Bloggin'

Pra curtir o dia dos animais, aí vai um vídeo do meu Elvis quando tinha só dois meses de idade. Nessa época eu nem imaginava que ele cresceria tanto, haha.

Oct
3
23:02
Posted by Dark, and filed under Workin'

Parte da minha primeira apresentação com o Coral da UFRGS. Aconteceu na Igreja Santa Cecília de Porto Alegre, no dia 13 de agosto de 2011. Foram mais de dez músicas e essa continua uma das minhas preferidas. Essa apresentação abriu as comemorações do cinquentenário do coral e foi uma noite de muita emoção – até hoje não consigo expressar direito com palavras tudo que pude sentir. Só sei que foi único e que jamais esquecerei. =)

Oct
3
14:59
Posted by Dark, and filed under Workin'

Teatro CIEE, 15 de maio de 2010. Uma noite só com temas de filmes. O show rolou pela escola de música onde estudo, a Talentho’s. Cantei o tema de Dirty Dancing, (I’ve Had) The Time of My Life ao lado da minha amiga Carolina Vargas. Na guitarra, o professor Diásper Lucho.

Lembro que não agüentávamos mais ensaiar essa música, haha. Pra ajudar eu estava nervoso pra caramba, já fazia um tempo que não rolava de pisar em um palco. Apesar de eu ter dado algumas tropeçadas (não literalmente), foi divertido pra caramba. Foi algo bem diferente do que costumo cantar, e correr esses riscos é sempre válido. Ilustre parceria!

Oct
2
22:50
Posted by Dark, and filed under Thinkin'

I can see through my window that you’re no longer waiting for me. The sun sets behind weeping willows, one more night of memories. Gotta scream while no-one hears me, but somehow I know it’s fair… ’cause the sound of the rain still announces my pain to a world that’s just too busy to care.

Rafael Andreotti
13.05.2009

Oct
2
22:44
Posted by Dark, and filed under Thinkin'

Time keeps torturing a weak boy that gets beaten up by life’s neverending metamorphosis. Madness is just a step away as sunlight becomes unbearable and moonlight no longer touches his soul. The massive collision of traumas slowly turns him into an empty creature with no will to feel. Everyone is mistakenly happy for this kid while he’s slowly healing, but he’s trapped in a routine that forces him to spend every single day drunk with melancholy’s bittersweet taste! He’s locked inside his heart, writing songs and poems with nothing more than frustration and nightmares that no longer fade with sunlight. The key is once again lost for someone in particular to find. And so it goes.

Rafael Andreotti
27.11.2008

Oct
2
22:40
Posted by Dark, and filed under Thinkin'

What do you do when you wake up in the afternoon
And everything around you keeps turning out so dark?
What do you do when you can’t help falling down
And everything you believe in suddenly taste like pure lies?

What do you do when you find yourself lost in so many ways
Looking back and wishing that life would be the same again?
What do you do when nothing and no-one has anything to say
And there’s no escape, no addiction, nowhere for you to run away!

Sometimes you need to hit the bottom to get the strength to swim up again
Sometimes you gotta taste the bitterness of having no powers to change
And then you see an endless dark road, a road you cannot avoid facing
And there is no way out, my dear friend – the hardest challenge strikes you
And you’ll feel like it’s unbearable, but your hardest challenge is inescapable

What do you do when you must fight just to survive a day
And everything in your night just seems to break you down?
What do you do when nothing puts a smile in your face
And you have the task to fake your path over your sincere frown?

What do you do when you look around and everything is so blurry
You search inside your mind and there’s nothing but confusion
What do you do when for the first time you feel like you can’t handle it?
You’re blown away as you see the whole world as an illusion!

Sometimes you need to fall apart just to be able to evolve and fly
Someday you’re gonna have to learn how to be strong enough to cry
And then you’ll see a rocky path, a journey full of chaos and pride
And there is no way out, my best friend – the hardest challenge has begun
And you’ll feel like it’s unbearable, but your hardest challenge is inescapable

You’ll see it through, but not how you thought you could do
You must get ready to embrace and face your very own truth

Rafael Andreotti
20.02.2007

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